I was born in 1982 in a little village somewhere between the north and south of Germany. For 32 years I slept without a sense of my emotions, mental state and body, living and loving unconsciously like so many around us. The desert of Sinai gave me space and experiences, which dragged me on a path of realization and so, for the following years, I sought for truth inside and outside. Many journeys and humans along the road helped me to settle in and understand what it means to feel at home anywhere and anytime. Through my work on all levels with the help of teachers -- some temporary and random, and one constant -- I understood what it means to be alive. But still, I walk further until the end of my days and am grateful for the fruits of life which I am allowed more and more to enjoy.